Pending Between Future and Past

Pending Between Future and Past

I'm pending between future and past,

Unable to live the present.

I'm aware of myself again, at last,

But I still feel like I'd be absent.

I'm pending between you and me,

Though I feel I have no reason to.

I'm simply unable to decide.

Don't ask me why, I don't have a clue.

I'm pending between day and night,

Not knowing what's better to choose.

I want to end this fight

Because I'm aware I'll lose.

I'm confusing the dark and the light

As I've slowly gone blind.

It doesn't matter anyway what's bright

As I only wish access at my mind.

Poezie publicată în S.U.A., în aprilie 2011

Între timp, versurile au fost puţin ajustate pentru a deveni melodie, deşi proiectul respectiv a picat.