Pending Between Future and Past
I'm pending between future and past,
Unable to live the present.
I'm aware of myself again, at last,
But I still feel like I'd be absent.
I'm pending between you and me,
Though I feel I have no reason to.
I'm simply unable to decide.
Don't ask me why, I don't have a clue.
I'm pending between day and night,
Not knowing what's better to choose.
I want to end this fight
Because I'm aware I'll lose.
I'm confusing the dark and the light
As I've slowly gone blind.
It doesn't matter anyway what's bright
As I only wish access at my mind.
Poezie publicată în S.U.A., în aprilie 2011
Între timp, versurile au fost puţin ajustate pentru a deveni melodie, deşi proiectul respectiv a picat.